apparently i have degenerated from one who writes books
into one who makes a book instead of knuckling down and writing,
instead, playing around with cosmetics
e.g. the end pages . . . now in a paperback, i am not sure there
that there even is such a thing . . . but now i will always have them . . .
i might even go back to my prior book
still out on offer, not yet self-published
and add end-papers there . . .
might be an interesting experiment in time-travel,
to get back into the head-space of the book
to make appropriate end-papers . . .